Monday, April 7, 2008
Sorry that I haven't wrote you in a while. This life has been a hard and I know that you understand why even though we don't.
You always asked your dad when we were going to give you a baby brother and we would just laugh because your sister Gracie was suppose to be our last but guess what happened?
I found out that I was going to have a baby and that I became pregnant around the same time that you died. It was strange at first and I didn't understand how this had happened but then we found out that we were having a baby boy.
Your dad and I talked about it and decided to name him Trevor Gaje Isaiah Florence after you so that you could always be close to him. I hope that you can see him because I know that we will always tell him about you.
WE all miss you and the days seem longer now but sometimes the hours slip away. It is hard to explain what we have went through but want you to know that you will always be loved and that we will never forget you or your tear drop eyes.
I still think about you every day and almost every hour. Your sister Gracie looks more and more like you every day. It is almost like looking at you and sometimes it makes me miss you even more.
I want things to be better but I now know that they will never be. I wrote you this letter because we all wanted you to know that we will always love you.
I love you Gaje. 
