Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Finally, it has happened. Murguia was sentenced in the death of our son, Gaje Jeffrey Florence. Where does this leave us? I really couldn't tell you because I don't feel any better like I had thought I would.
Please take a moment to read the news report that I had written on the court case that was on December 3, 2007. It took me a couple of days to write it because I didn't know what to say. What do you say when someone kills your child and then get's off with a slap on the wrist?
I feel like screaming and I sometimes feel like I am going insane. I keep wondering what Gaje would have wanted and how much he changed my life. I miss him more than anything in this world and it is hard to express the love that I have for him.
I have learned that people can be cruel at a time like this and that they don't take the time to see the passion that you had for someone so small or how you long for him. The say that I am going through post tramatic shock after witnessing my son laying there the way that he was. Post tramatic shock..... I don't think so, I think it is more along the lines of not being able to hold him anymore or to laugh at all his silly little jokes.
I can't say that I am sorry for the lady who killed him but I will say that this does not feel like justice.
Elsie Margiretta Murguia Sentenced in death of six year old Gaje Florence
Labels: Court Process
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- Anonymous said...
December 20, 2007 at 11:30 AMmy name is donna sanders you may have heard the story of my little girl jessalynn she was hit and killed on may29 just 10 short days after your angel we lived in tulsa her deathis very much like his she was crossing the street with her big sister and friends win a ma by the name of justinpeirsall came speeding around the corner not even stopping at the stop sign he to did not have a lis was convicted on may 5 for driving under suspension alsoout on bond for dealing drugs was far from being an upstanding citzen of our lovly state he admitted to seeing her in the road but then his cell phone rang and he bent over to answer it and all he heard was a thud that just makes me so angry because that thud was my beautiful funny full of life 6 year old baby girl he to will ony get a year max as if her life was only worth that laws do need to be changed and if i can help i will do whatever it takes please let me know the things you wrote about reaching out for someone whos not there having to face the fact every day when u wake up if you do get to sleep the night before that your baby wont be there to smile at you tell i love you mommy to feel those little arms wrap around you in a big hug and when people tell me shes in a better place i just think no shes not because she always just wanted to be wherever mom was no matter what i use to complain about not even being able to take a bath by myself now i ache for her to sit in the bathroom and talk to me while i take a bath sometimes i even just look around expecting her to be there then just cry because i know sh never will be again please contact me maybe we can help each other somehow evenif it is just share the pain and anger sending all my love and understanding- Rosa Florence said...
January 3, 2008 at 8:20 PMI don't know if you will get this message Donna, if you do then please realize that people are wrong, time does not heal all wounds. I am working with Debbie Leftwhich who is the State Senator of Oklahoma to get the law changed on Negligent Homicide. Please try to contact her and tell her your story. I wrote her an email and was contacted later on by phone. She is trying to get the law passed to where the charge will be a much great charge. Thank you for contacting me and I hope that someday we will see our children again.
